ok im gonna go on a bit of a tangent so if ur soft then dont read
also read my AH COLLAB blog post = https://s-zenmode.newgrounds.com/news/post/1241553
im pretty ... frustrated. no matter how hard i work, no matter how long it takes, i just dont get to see it. my account wont get a frontpage ever. if you take any one of my newer drawings i think somebody out there would think its good to frontpage like i dont like to compare myself either but ive seen the art and the stuff that comes on frontpage and people getting frontpages while im here still just waiting for my first one
and i know if anything this will only delay or lower my chances of getting a frontpage in the future or hell even a daily award or anything but in a post-fnf era of newgrounds where everyone and their grandma uploads stuff here i think that a lot of unnoticed people get drowned out i dont want to call myself unnoticed necessarily but ive seen awesome art by people like wexeil who DESERVE a frontpage more than i do but still its just frustrating
this also goes for one of my games, Zen Tank TDS. at first it was pretty torrid and bad but over the months it got a few updates but sadly the score barely raised. at this point im contemplating either cancelling zttds due to lack of work on it or i'm gonna fry my body making Zen Tank TD DX or ZTTD 2 or something like thatwith overhauled graphics, more map(s), revamped basically everything with stunning visuals bound to pop.
the only way zttds will get a frontpage or an award is if i make a sequel that way it gets shoved back to the portal where old votes dont influence the score and user drive of it. im also gonna have to find a perfect time where users on newgrounds are at a pretty nice high but low where genuine voters and not statw____s are online and viewing submissions.
thats the only way my ZTTD will get an award at this point. as for my art i dont know what to do with it either. even after weeks of it being up people dont even vote and it still says waiting for 1 vote. at this point i think it would be fair for me to call myself unnoticed and drowned out by the system.
tl;dr i cry because i want frontpage (but i have reasons)
anyways im just gonna leave it with this. check out my new (spam) movie: https://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/829775
also i swear to god if that gets a frontpage