If youre not enjoying something u started doing, its no point on forcing yourself, you may need a break, with all time needed, so u can recover, feel better and if you wish go back to gamedev, with more motivation, try seeking something that motivates you, the last thing we want is that you feel forced and stressed
Paivaz
I think you should take a break, if you keep doing something that you don't want to right now, there's a high chance you'll end up disliking it, so, it's better for you to just take a break and relax for sometime and come back to what you're doing later.